It's another emo post.
I've alot on my mind but I think it'll come out here incoherently because seriously, my mind's kinda fucked up right now.
I have always believed in the words "sunshine after rain". But I feel that I'm starting to lose faith in these words. What sunshine after rain? All I had this month was storm after storm after storm.
August has been a horrible month for me. After last week's drama, I thought everything would be over, I thought I could get back to my original life.
Last time whenever I have a bad day, my solution was to sleep and the next day it would be fine. If this week was lousy, the next week would be fine. But this time it was day after day after day. I feel so helpless because everything that is happening is beyond my control. All this is just too much for me to handle. I'm at a loss for decisions and solutions.
I feel like I'm losing everything I have.
You know what I need now?
I don't want to hear people reprimanding me. I just need support and assurance. I just need to know that no matter what decisions I make, be it right or wrong, my life will get well soon.
The rihanna part sounds good. not the words. it's just that the way she sings it and the way the melody goes, it sounds so sorrowful as I feel.
Bring me outta here cos i can't get out on my own...